Humpty Dumpty sat on a wall...

There are cracks in everything these days.

Cracks in my plastic salad bowl, cracks in the walls, cracks in my sanity, and cracks in my families' stability. I'm pretty upset about the salad bowl because it was one of my sturdiest and most trusted. Now what will I do?

I've been having this reoccuring dream over the past little while and it is the most frustrating dream ever. In it, I am with my husband and we are somewhere, doing something. The hard part is that I can barely see, just like when my eyes get really tired at night and I have to squint to see the TV or computer screen. I am walking around in the dream trying really hard to see anything. I keep thinking to myself that if I can just get some eyedrops, I wlll be able to see better again, but for some reason I never say this aloud to my husband. I just keep squinting and trying really hard to see something through the blurry fog.
The weird part is throughout the whole time in the dream I keep feeling that all I ever really need to see in life is right in front of me, if I could just make it out.
That's why I keep squinting harder and harder. I keep getting this urgent feeling that everything I ever need to see is right in front of me.

I guess I can figure out what that dream means, but in a way, I still can't see right so I don't know what it is that's in front of me that is so damn important.

What am I missing??
What do I need to see?